thelasthopeful

"Like Karolina gay?"

Posted on 2007.09.11 at 19:08

I came out to my brother, relieved for certain but oh god it was horrible and I don' t think he believes I'm entirely sure I don't want a boy but eh oh well. I hate it so much, I started bawling like a loon right away but he said "aww it's okay I love you vicky" so that helped. Now that I've told him why I've been trying to track him down for weeks he said he'd be there for me to hang out with and talk to. I can't believe I did it. Wowzers.
On a much less important but disappointing note, the white stripes tour cancelled due to Meg(goreous) White's acute anxiety..like Sarah Silverman I would have went with diarrhea.

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jackie_bats at 2007-09-13 02:33 (UTC) (Link)

Yay! I'm proud of you. But of course it's expected that all lesbians "haven't found the right man".
It's so sweet that he's being so understanding and helpful.

The White Stripes!?! Mannnn! That show would have been awesome. Jesus, Meg White. Take some Zoloft and get over it FOREALZ. jk, meg white. Be acutely anxious all you want.

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thelasthopeful at 2007-09-13 03:37 (UTC) (Link)

I get what he is saying, I mean idiots at my school are gay one week and not the next but I wish he would think I'm smart enough to figure out what I want.

I'm so mad about the white stripes, dammnit Meg, why so anxious? I wasn't going to go rough on her. :/

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jackie_bats at 2007-09-13 03:42 (UTC) (Link)

I don't think I'm going to come out to my family until I'm in college. I think they'll kind of trust me more then.
Looool, she is pretty cute!

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thelasthopeful at 2007-09-13 21:47 (UTC) (Link)

I wish I could tell them now, I'll wait until they've finished paying for my college. My brother seemed confident they wouldn't throw me out but I'm not sure.
She is like amazingly cute :)

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jackie_bats at 2007-09-13 21:53 (UTC) (Link)

What??? That's terrible. Ahhghgghghg

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thelasthopeful at 2007-09-14 02:37 (UTC) (Link)

yeah I don't know, it could be paranoia but my mother has told me she couldn't meet my girlfriend if I was gay and my dad told her(all in front of me)that we have to tell her we'd still love her.

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jackie_bats at 2007-09-14 04:21 (UTC) (Link)

>.< Well at least you know that they have to tell you they love you...D:

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thelasthopeful at 2007-09-15 00:59 (UTC) (Link)

Yeah it's nice to know they know to pretend to care :/

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jackie_bats at 2007-09-15 03:26 (UTC) (Link)

You shouldn't worry about it. I know that sounds bad because they're your parents, but if they're gonna be assholes then they aren't worth your time.

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thelasthopeful at 2007-09-15 21:07 (UTC) (Link)

I'm just waiting for finacial freedom and I'm gone,
yeah it phased me a while back, "do what you love and fuck the rest".